My mom has been gone for 10 years now. Its hard to believe time has gone by that fast. I really wish that she was here to see her grandbaby. Sometimes I regret not going to see her the day before she passed away. She was told by the doctors that she would be able to go home in a week. That she was doing much better. Wish there was a way to go back to that day and actually get to talk to her again. Sometimes I really need her to talk about things that are going on in my life. There so many things I wish I could say to her.  She was only 38 years old when she passed away. Way too young she had so much more to see in life. She had Lupus as well as a broken back and other aliments.  I know that she is looking down at us. I just hope that she sees how much I have accomplished over the years. Sees how my hubby Omar and I are raising our sweetie Chelsea.